throwing knives

yep...that's what I've been up to lately...in my own time...I had to take up something the keep me from thinking about......no matter...it's my new hobby..something to keep me busy, besides reading books...can't say I'm all that good...I'm used to throwing the kitchen knives I used to..the real ones are a lot different...but I'm managing to get them in the tree from time to time..quite deep to on a rare occasion..it's also teaching me patients...which is something, up until now, I didn't really think I needed work on...so everything has it's purpose.

Lews Therin

I know...u probably think I'm really lame for naming my pet that....but that was the first thing that popped in my head when I was thinkin about what to call him...I call him Lewi for short..but anyhow..he's really cute...a small lil ball of fure ....mean as a snake but but mainly to my dad...and now my sis bought one too...I'm just a good influence...yeah right.

Memory of You

The tears that fell
will fall again

the battle that was over
will again begin.

the sword that was buried
will soon rise.

men will scream, shout,
moan and die.

love found
but lost forever more.

the dragons fang is carved
deap on the door.

rain pours down bitter
burning the hearts and souls of men.

women will cry
weep and moarn.

fires blaze
destroying whats new

people stand + watch
they don't know what to do.

the seed that was planted long ago
will rise and spring a new.

power, life
a reason to be with you.

this I say, and be it true
cause of my loving memory of you.

I didn't know what to call this maybe someone has a idea

A smile on everyone’s faces but mine
I just never seem to find the time.

They all have something exciting, something new
All I have it memories of the past, places and you.

Tears pour inside but never come to show
What point is there in crying, no one can ever know.

They’ll never get what there is about me
Causes neither can I… or you.

Just a strange person in this cage of a world
Wincing as the strings of my heart get pulled.

Crawling trying to find a place to hide,
Feeling, scared, confused, and empty inside.

Clawing my face, trying to scrape out the memories
Of the things I used to do, they only make me think of you.

I build my power high,
Jump off and pretend I can fly. when I don’t have wings to try.

Trusting you that you can pull through
But can I trust myself to pull through with you.

Someone had to stay back to hold the evil at bay
If it was a choice between me and you, you know what I’d say.

You run I’ll stay and die so you can get away
I already feel dead anyway.

You just know that I love you
Come what way, and past my dieing day.

Now run away and go somewhere safe
You go I stay, I’ll follow you and be with you someday.

Kiwi!!

well?

Picture World
It's amazing what a picture can do
you look at it + it's almost like it's looking through you.

In a time that's no longer now, but before
a person that's not there, but you feel them + know there's more.

My picture world
everywhere I look I see another face looking at me.

A face of a person that's not there
or are they, just unseen by the eyes of me?

In a drawer, on the door, pinned on the wall
heck I even have one on a pillow case.

my head loves to answer that ones call.

A picture world, my picture world
it's everyone that means something to me.

the thought I often stop + ponder is
does anyone have a picture world that has me?

My best yet

In my fam my bro mike was always the best one at making things with beads, shells...and what has he...me on the other hand I normally sow things...like I used to make my own stuffed animals and the one I didn't make I'd fix god knows how many times,weather a broken ear, arm or whatever it was I'd fix....I've sown wristbands but nothin like what mike had done....so I can say that this has got to be my best yet...now if I were anywhere near her this would have gone straight to Elena, but since I'm not I gave it to a friend...it wasn't pretty enough for Elena anyhow, she deserves better.....anyhow I stayed up till 2am making this using fishing string and shells that I found on a purse.

Gelato, oh yeah Gelato

the other day we got a call for one of our contacts asking us to come pick up some stuff...so my dad and I went and got it and brought it home...this is what it looked like...all those boxes are cheesecakes... I'm gonna get fat...lol...like that could ever happen

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Happy Birhtday Mel Tincher

Mel's a great person, we've known eachother for a long time..pretty much seen eachother grow up...well anyhow I wish her well on her birthday and hope all she wishes to come true....and that Tony would finally ask her to marry him.