splish splash

coming soon

we did take pix at thanksgiving but on my sis's cam..so when I can get my hands on them I'll put some up for u'all to see.

Holy....

I just saw the biggest shooting star I have ever seen in my entire life, normal there really fast and small right this was was huge..and long...
I had time to see it from the corner of my eye, look at it and watch it "fall" and disappear..it was awesome..and yes I made a wish

Thanks giving

with Thanks Giving only daz away I figured I post about it now being that the next few daz are going to be really hectic...cooking,cleaning, a bunch of ppl craming into a tiny house and all that...well being that I don't cook all I have to do is cut the cranberry sauce, so I can't complian much...anyhow hope u all have a very fatening Thanks Giving, with all those lovely turkey's and stuffing and all that, as for me and some in my fam...we will eat duck...
PS.I'll call those that matter.

I Miss You

no emotion

the one thing I don't like about writing/chatting is that u can't really express ur emotions or feeling...like when ur calm ur reader things ur mad, but when u are angry or want to express frustration u can't so they think everything is hunky dory when really u want to strangle them...Imean there is a ton of thing I wouldn't say to ppl face to face. that I can talk to them about chatting or by email
but when it comes to emotions...it just doesn't have what it takes

calming

I don't know what it is about fires but I find them so calming, they suck any troubles out of me and take me away....I can breathe when I look into them, they help clear my mind of everything thats bothering me.....ahhhh

who's the best Bond?

last night we went and saw the new 007, Quantum Of Solace, and personally I didn't like it..it's just not the same as the old James Bond movies...this one isn't as...slick.
personally I think Pierce Brosnan and Sean-Connery were the best but thats just what I think

Kaden and I

lastnight we went out to have some ice cream with my 2 sisters ,Kerri and Livi, it was pritty fun and I got some egg nog so that was even better.
here is the only pic I got of me lastnight. with Kaden ,AKA, "The Grub"


the smile is totaly fake but oh well

pool

the other night several of us went to a pool hall to gang out..this was my first time in one so I didn't know what to really expect..not that I had big expectations but ya...so we got there and since I was under 21 I got this "cool" X on my hand....oh well..didn't bother me any so ya.
Dan, Becky and I got one table and I first played against Becky...


ya I lost the first game..lol..



and also the 2'd one..but only because I hit the 8 ball in.

Infact I lost all 3 games I played but only one what I didn't loose cuz I hit the 8 ball in...
but I had fun so thats all that mattered...

Seven Wonders of the Ancient World: a Virtual Satellite Tour

all the places I want to see before I die

ask and it will be given u

Smoked a cigarette: almost but no

Crashed a friend’s car: not that I recall

Stolen a car: nahh

Been in love: sigh..yes

Been dumped: being she is who she is, I wont call it that

Shoplifted: ya

Been fired: No..if I could get fired from ballooning that'll be cool

Been in a fist fight: I didn't fight back so no

Snuck out of your parent’s house: yes, but I've never been caught

Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back: sadly

Been arrested: Nope

Gone on a blind date: ya..thank god she turned out hot

Lied to a friend: Yes..more then likely

Skipped school: Yep and I'm not ashamed of it

Seen someone die: No don't plan on it for a while

Had a crush on one of your internet friends: Yes I have..more then one infact

Been to Canada: Not yet...working on it though

Been to Mexico: used to live there

Been on a plane: a few months ago

Purposely set a part of yourself on fire: yes..I've tried a lot of morbid things

Eaten sushi: bring it on

Been jet-skiing: no.

Met someone in person from the internet: Yes...Kathy

Been moshing at a concert: yes

Taken pain killers: only if the pain is more then I can take

Loved and missed someone: it'll stay with me forever

Made a snow angel: probably

Had a tea party: hum. I hope not

Flown a kite: Yes.

Built a sand castle: yes

Gone puddle jumping: ever since I saw singing in the rain


Played dress up: yes..

Jumped in a pile of leave?: ya

Gone sledding: I have

Cheated while playing a game: who doesn't

Been lonely: OH, u mean other then right now?....yes

Fallen asleep at work or school: Yeah

Used a fake ID: No

Watched a sun set: makes me miserable


Felt an earthquake: I think thats what it was

Slept beneath the stars: yes...I liked it better with Elena then I did by myself though

Been misunderstood: countless times

Petted a reindeer/goat: a goat yes

Run a red light/stop sign: most likely I was in a car that did

Been suspended from school: I wish

Been in a car accident: fender bender

Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night: ya, star bucks coffee ice cream

Had deja vu: to many times

Danced in the moonlight:it's probably something I'd want to forget or have since I don't remember

Liked the way you looked at least at one point in time: ya when I was with Elena

Witnessed a crime: no

Been obsessed with post-it notes: no

Been lost: I'm used to it now...

Been on the opposite side of the country: yes

Cried yourself to sleep: yes

Recently colored with crayons: not rencently, yes

Sung karaoke: no

Paid for a meal with only coins:nope

Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t: yes.

Made prank phone calls: yes

Been kissed under the mistletoe by your boy/girlfriend: no

Watched the sun rise with someone you care about: yes....Elena

Blown bubbles: yes.

Made a bonfire on the beach: I've made bonfires but not on the beach

Laughed so hard you peed your pants: never

Cheated on a test: more then once

Been kissed by someone you didn’t like: no

Gone skinny dipping in a pool: yes

the 5th of November

oh and happy birthday, Amy

info

well as most everyone knows I'm going to Germany, hopefully in the first week of January..
the thing is I still have about $2,000 to raise and the days aren't taking a break for me to catch up..lol...so if u'all could pray for me that I get the money I need...and more wont hurt...that'll be awesome.

Health News; for the heart and body

I heard this on the radio the other night and thought it was pretty cool so I figured I'd pass it on. I don't remember it word for word so I'll say it the way I remember.

it said something like if ur someone who has heart problems, don't remember what kind...I think irregular beating or something like that, a good thing to do is to listen to trance or techno or music like that. the beat of that kind of music it made to go along with the beating of ur heart so if ur having heart trouble and u listen to it that kind of music it's supposed to help ur heart beat proper again. So lets trance and stay healthy