salma hayek is so hot

ok so she might not be the #1 best actress and some of her movies might be quite lame, but as fare as looks go, at least for me, she is one of the hottest...at least for being Mexican..

once is not enought

In the past week, in fact 4 days, I have, thanks to the help of my nephew Ethan, been hurt to the point where there was blood or swelling....the first time was the other day, I was playing with them at get-out, A.football. and since I'm like twice+ their height I went on my knee's so it would a lil fairer, well Ethan comes up behind me and jumps/pushes me..so I stumbled forward and smash my knee into a root...and it hurt really bad...I was as mad as a hornet...I got up and continued to play, but later in the evening it was hurting when I bent it. So I pulled up my pants legs, I ware long pants like all the time, and my right knee , the one I banged, was twice the size of my left....so I had to put it in a rap for a day or so...thankfully it's fine now...for the most part, as long as I don't move it to fast...
And then there's today...this wasn't 100% his fault, no matter how he says "look what I gave John"..but still he was the reason behind it...
again it was at get-out and I was watching them, I watch them a bit as u can guess, and he was riding his bike and I was listening to my MP3 and he was like "hey John, u think u can catch me?" I said yes so he wanted me to try, so I did and caught him...well a lil later he wanted me to try again, this time though I used my bro, Kev's, bike and went riding after him...all was going fine up and down the street, around the turn and on the way back too....it was when we were almost home when it happened...my foot slipped off the peddle, it just rained this morning, and I slide 2 ft on my side..scraping my elbow,the side of my stomach and my thigh...again on my right side....this hurt like bloody hell, as anyone can figure, and yes I did yell....not a girlie kinda one, but something instead of cussing. One of the neighbors was out side and was asking if I was ok, so I got up...not showing my elbow which I knew was bad and told him I was find and had worse etc etc etc....
I went inside and looked at my damage in the mirror, then got a towel outta the cupboard along with the alcohol and went to my sis Anj, she's the only one who was the stomach to do what I needed done in my fam, which was pour the alcohol on the cut.....god did it sting...thats what the towel was for..I bit it while she was doing it....it was a lil odd cuz later I put a lil alcohol on the scratch on my thigh and it stung worse then my elbow did..I cuz it was cuz my elbow was worse so it was a lil numb, cuz anj had tapped it and I didn't feel a thing....anyhow..so that was the second "injury" that I got in the past few days....with the help of Ethan...it's kinda funny cuz he loves to go to ppl and tell them "look what I gave John" but when we say "so u did it on purpose?" he's like "no I didn't, but I gave it to him"...I guess the only we can do, which we have been, is shake our heads and let him think what he wants.
this is what my elbow looks like...infact it's a lot prettier now with the dried blood marks running down my arm...well it's not really but..it looks more like red water to me...anyhow


that's what it looks like

picnic and after party

well yesterday was, as u all know, the 40th Family birthday...yay...so what happened, at least on my end of the world, was all the homes got together and had this huge picnic at a park, at first I wasn't all up in the air about the whole thing, I had to get up earlier then I wanted to and I wasn't gonna be able to call my friend in Germany, which is something I look forward to doing every week...but in the end it was....not so bad...
at the park I played volleyball...my team didn't win but we had fun and thats what matters, right?...

later we had this huge inspiration in the park and it was quite cool...I didn't really go jumping around like monkeys like some of the other guys, but I did do "my part" by playing bongo's and the table, if anyone heard me over the 5 or 6 guitars I have no clue...but it was still fun to do...even if my hands could have lite a fire after...lol...
well when it started getting dark we were invited to go to one of the home for the "after party" and first we....(we = Anj and I) weren't gonna go cuz we only had one car and the kids needed to get home...then I we found and ride but I was gonna only go cuz anj needed to have "mommy time" with her sons....in the end, however, we all went...Anj, me, ethan, and kaden....
when we got to the home it was many just chilling going on...small groups of ppl in different parts of the house and u could walk around and find a conversation u liked and join it.....I guess I was a hopper...never spent to much time in one place.....
I took Kaden on a walk to try and put him to bed but he was crying to much, and I was cold....so that didn't work...
After more ppl showed up me and some of the guys, and 2 of the girls, started a game of Texas hold'm...
and if ur thinking it was a sausage fest ur right...it was....
I had never played that game before so needless to say, I lost pretty fast.
oh and yes there were drinks..I had a whole bottle of root bear to myself...I don't like the taste of beer u see...
After we finished Texas hold'm we played this game called spoons, and yes we used spoons...

I had never heard of this one either, but it was a piece of cake to pick up and was a ton of fun once u really get into it...the first game this guy, David, lost so we chose that he had to run into the next room, where the dancing was going on, and start dancing really crazy...he did and it was supper funny cuz the other ppl didn't have a clue what or why he was doing it for....we lost him to dancing after that though...
However he was replaced with quite a few more ppl...now the more ppl u have playing the wilder it get and it got wild at times...like once Devin and I we on the floor wrestling over a spoon, throwing chair outta the way, having a great time but both dead on having that spoon....he got it in the end...and sadly this was the game I lost...it was a super close run...me and 2 others we one letter away from losing...but I was the unlucky one I guess...it was quite funny cause it took the others about 10 minutes to finally figure something out for me to get...the were like "John......ya" and said like "so ur 18....." like 7 times or something like that...in the end what they came down to was pouring ice down my pants but with me, and the kind of pants I ware, it went right through, so it wasn't that bad...
After that things started to die down a bit, ppl started leaving, and everyone just sat around and gave/got back massages, or just talked, or played air hockey...
It wasn't till 2am that the last of the ppl left, "my group" was spending the night so we didn't count...and thats pretty much how it went....
but yeah

my new god son

it's so cool, I have a new god son...Peal and Sam's son...he's so cute...and queit, I love quiet kids....his name is Kiel...I might have spelt that wrong...if so sorry

I'm so Happy

I just found out today that there wouldn't be a XD this yr,
this might sound really weird to some of u that I could be happy about something like this but let me explain....this has lifted a huge weight off my shoulders...more personally then anything else but ya...thats something I wont write about but the ppl that know, will know what I mean....but also that means I don't have as much reading to do as I thought I might have to....stupid reason but it's kinda true...also this means that I....MIGHT...be able to visit my friend in Germany this summer, if everything works out...or go to my bro's Navy graduation...but ya
I guess I can look on the bright side and say that this is the happiest I've been in a while, I mean I was so happy that I hugged my sis, Charity, which I never do.....hugging isn't a big thing in my fam...we need our spaces...so ya....

I want a kid

ok..I know what most of u ppl are going to say "Are u sure about this?" "U don't know what ur talking about" "wait till your older" "live ur teen yr's first" and blah blah blah...I think I've heard it all from my sis already, but I've thought it over a ton in the last few months and I still feel the same, I want a kid.
I help my sis take care of her kids so much that if I have to watch anymore it might as well be my own, right?
I already have the names picked out and everything, course they might have to change but at least I have a idea.
I want a girl, preferably, and I know who I want the mom to be...but thats another things...
oh well I just thought I'd mention that.

Happy ValentinesDay

Hey Babe, Happy Valentines...I hope u know that I love u more then I can write here or what this song can say...I really pray I can be with u again soon...until then...just remember that I love u

I'm alive

I've made it out alive...I have to say this morning when the alarm went off there was nothing more that I wanted to do then smash the thing, pull my blanket back over my head and roll over and go back to sleep...but I managed to crawl outta bed...this is the earliest I've ever gotten up for something that I hate...but anyhow...I got up, fixed my hair and went and made a bfast of eggs and leftover spaghetti with toast, and rhubarb pie for desert....probably the biggest bfast I've made myself and eaten in ....well forever ...
anyhow, I made it to the place with like 20minutes to kill, but I still stood in the hall infront of the room, I was pretty much the first person in the whole school...anyhow pretty soon the others from the class started to come and I started to talk with a few of them...
anyhow....the first test was reading and I did that one fairly quickly and I wrote my essay too..something I had to make up cuz I couldn't think of a "positive change thats happened in my life"...I could have written about someone that caused a positive change in my life but I don't think she would have liked that to much..and I finished like 45minutes before everyone else..and my the teachers, who barely spoke English themselves? asked me to leave the room as soon as I was done...which I had no prob with, cuz thats when me and the ppl I was talking with, 2 of the guys and this one girl started talking..they were cool...the chick was pregnant and 17, so I was talking with her about how I've been helping my sis with her kids and stuff, it was cool to hear that she wanted to have her kid...not very many do these daz sadly...with they guys we talked about life and how we deal with out bro's and sis's and stuff...guy talk I guess u could say....oh and I called my mom during that time to let her know I was still alive....well now came the subject I feared and hate the most over all the rest....math...the first 45 minutes I was allowed to use a calculator, wich I didn't use that much cuz I think easier when I write down the prob, and the probs were quite stupid so it was makin my head hurt useing it...about 95% of the whole math test was story problems...how I hate those, and I guessed a few toward the end cuz I needed to use the restroom but couldn't till I was done so I was answering them as fast as I could, I just pray I didn't get to many wrong....
after that we had one more test before lunch break, and that was reading, and oh boy, I flew through that one, it was so easy, instead of a 20 minute lunch break, which is what we were supposed to have, I got to have a 45 minute one....I spent half of that time talking cuz the line at subway was way to long for my liking....this was around 1pm or so...
the final 2 test were done one after the next..not breaks in between, just one after then next...we were supposed to finish at 4 but instead we did at 3...and becuz I made a mistake and had to go back and find where I messed up, I finished last of us 4 and by the time I was out, I only found and was able to say bye to one of the guy...sniff...
I guess all I can do now is wait 1o to 15 daz to see if I passes, please continue to keep that in ur prayers..I'll let my blog readers, whoever u may be, know what I get them and if I passed.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a lil unwell

I'm post about this now cause I wont be able to tomrrow, cause I have to go to bed early....
on Wednesday I'm gonna be taking my GED test and I'm gonna need all the prayers I can get...here's how it's gonna go...
the tests start at 7:30am, so I have to be up and 5:30am..to eat bfast and get ready and stuff....stuff meaning drinking coffee and other cafinated drinks....
and it only gets worse from there...instead of having it done in 2 day I have all the test to do in one day..and thats 9 hr's of none stop testing...ok well we will have lunch break...but not many others.
so I'm guessin by the time I'm done I'll eather be really stressed and go home and crash in bed for the rest of the day...or be crazy from school overload.....
anyhow, please pray that I do good and don't go crazy or get stressed.

One Semester of Spanish - Love Song

I was wanting to learn Spanish better being that I was wanting to go to Mexico soon...I understand for the most part but when it comes to haveing a conversation I'm not the best....so my bro showed me this video and I thought maybe it could help others out there too...enjoy