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Sunday, March 22, 2009

break my fall

Saturday, March 21, 2009

here and gone

Man, has it really almost been 3 months since I fist got here? time really go's fast when ur haveing fun...sadly all good things seam to have to come to a end..dispite my mom's efforts I haven't been able to get my Maltese passport so I have to leave Germany, which I really don't want to do I really like it here...so I might go to Turkey for a while till I can get my paperwork taken care of, or, I'll find some way to get a visa or go to a country here thats not a part of the EU. eather way I'm pritty sure that when I do get things worked out I'm gonna come back here, it's like my home now..I love it here, the ppl are awesome and everything else it super cool

Monday, March 16, 2009

choices

choices, choices, choices....man...I have 3 weeks to figure out what on earth I'm going to do. my paper work wont come for about 3 months, so I can't get my Maltese passport for a while but in 3 weeks I have to be outta Germany or get a visa or something.
right now my options are either go to Turkey with my parents or go back to the states and have to start from scratch to raise the money to come back or to go wherever from there.
the pros' and cons'...
Going with my parents..

.Pros'.1. I can stay in Europe and as soon as I get my Maltese passport come back to Germany.2. I can maybe still go to Malta in the summer with my bro.3. I wont be to far from here so I can maybe see Grace again before she moves.
.Cons.1. this will be the second time that I left home and had to go back with my parents, at least I lasted a month longer then last time.2. no offense to my parents but we get along with them so much better when I'm not with them.

Going back to the states with Nate.

Pros'. I can learn what it's like to have to "stand on my own 2 feet"...is that really a pro?
.Cons. 1. I'd have to leave the family.2. I'd have to get a job.3.Nate would want me to go to school.3. I'd go insane of being alone in a house..u know the feeling? I've grown up around so many ppl, then to just be in a lil apartment with one bro...it's a huge change. 4. the thing I fear the most, I'd get stuck..start to like the life out there and end up staying.

now if I was one of those ppl that went about life by wich opption had more cons then pro's I probably wouldn't go back to the states...I guess I'll have to pray about what to do and what doors open up. keep me in your prayers y'all

Saturday, March 14, 2009

my new hair




I cut my hair today for the first time in 4 yr's...I just needed a change, and it looks pretty good...

Friday, March 13, 2009

oh wow

I forgot to post this before, but a few weeks ago. for the first time in about 2 yr's I took off the necklace that Elena gave me...nothing big I know, but still..

LLLLLEEEETTTTSSSS BOOOOGGGYY!!

I know this is like something that you normally do at Thanks Giving or on someone's birthday but I guess here's no exact time to say your thankful for something.
I'm just really thankful that no matter what we "younger ones in our family" do, no matter how deep in shit we are, Nate is always there to help in every way he can...and it's really cool to know that no matter whats going on, I can talk to Nate and he'll do what he can to help..within reason.
so thanks Nate, even though u already know ur a "saint" ....u probably wont read this but maybe one of the other family members will pass it on

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

the old daz

tomorrow morning is "heavy trash" day, so of course I was out side bringing things to the front and cleaning out the garage and all that. well we happen to be looking through a box full of video's and I picked one up and it was "I can read" anyone in my fam thats older then me will know what I'm talking about. I didn't watch it or anything but I suddenly remembered some of the songs from that video and memories of Greece and stuff..it was pretty cool

Friday, March 6, 2009

pierceing

ok,I act like a "pussy" here but for those of you have have done this u know it hurts like hell. thanks for doing it for me Julz

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I miss you buddy

Mike

today is my bor, mikes b-day...man he's old..21...oh well..have a good one

Monday, March 2, 2009

Angel Of Mine

I love you Julie!!

I'm a mop

yesterday I took my braids out, and as most anyone knows when u do ur hair is all frizzy...
well I took them out while I was out so when I got home one of the girls, Sonja, ask if I'd pose as a mop for a pix..and I did... she was really happy that someone finally fulfilled her cartoon fantasy...even though I don't really look like a mop




Nightwish - 7 Days To The Wolves

this is "my song"

things

here's some random pix from this weekend..we had a lil party, the theme was drug,sex,rock..I didn't have any rock clothes so I went with drugs...as did almost everyone else...and ya, the chick in green in Cheryl, if u see this mike so there I have a pic with her and u don't, the other one is Lylee...like I finally met her for real...so cool