M.K

The Reason

2009-05-27T22:38:00.001-07:00

2009-05-27T22:32:00.000-07:00

so I'm getting my first promotion at work...oh joy..more hr's...the only good thing is..it means money...the only reason I'm getting it is cuz the other guy that worked there quit so I stepped up a notch..no it had nothing to do with the fact that I did twice as much work in half the time as him..or that I was fast or did my job right the first time..have the family and my parents to thank for that...probably wont hear that very often mom and dad...... anyhow..so he quit so I get more hr's and more money,,yippy-kia

pray for me

2009-05-23T13:58:00.001-07:00

2009-05-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

I never thought I'd say this, maybe it's just the boredom talking, but I kinda miss my bro mike...ya thats for sure boredom talking...I guess it's cause mike knows how to turn the most boring, stupid or depressing circumstance into something fun, crazy, interesting...well ya and stupid.....thats when he's not playing world of war craft that is...but I guess there is only so many times u can shave ur head, check ur mail, watch tv...or just be a bum on the couch before u start to go crazy that war craft looks fun.

Careless Whisper

2009-05-13T13:48:00.001-07:00

beach

2009-05-12T18:04:00.001-07:00

I went to the beach yesterday..and to a concert...but that will come later...here are some of the pix of a Navy ship that was on the beach..

2009-05-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

I went to the mall today, and Mannie was talkin to the lady about the Asian zodiac and was telling her what her yr ahead will hold and such...Mannie was getting all into it, so she's like "John u should totally see what ur's is"...so why not I did..I was the horse..so the lady started telling me about my yr..and so far everything she said will happen has...# 1. this isn't gonna be a good yr for me...honestly so far it hasn't been my best. #2 I will go through a very tough break up....I have, my hardest yet. #3 money will come and go...like I've been given money but have had to spend it on food and what not..so also has happend. and #4 I will get hurt and it will be bad and I'll be in pain...now this was the tricky one, cause this yr I have been hurt pretty bad and was in pain..Grace and Mishi would know what I'm talking about...but there's still 8 months left in the yr I could always get hurt again. however seeing that the first 3 things have already happened I'm inclined to think that the fourth has also...but if not...bring it on

HIM - When Love And Death Embrace

2009-05-07T22:01:00.001-07:00

2009-05-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

today is my one month mark for being back in the states...time go's faster when ur haveing fun thats for sure....seemed like a yr ago I came here...anyhow, these are some of the things I've got done this past month 1. got a cell 2. got my drivers license 3. I got a job 4. I'm gonna be a model...as surpriseing as that sounds...like whoever thought me, John, would become a model some day...I was shocked myself when I was told I'd make a "great model"...we'll see how it go's I guess...
I have to say at most...no all of these things would not have happend with out nates help hooking me up with friends and makeing me call around and learn how to get around by bus and bike....oh and ofcourse Mannie who helped me a ton, driving me around and picking me up and all...her and nates would play like "good cop, bad cop" with me..not like a game but u know...since I'm his bro nate was the "mean" one..no he was concered that I was set up before he left...it's all good...
so now I guess I just have to see how I do at work...if I do good the boss will send me around on shows and stuff..super cool...
all I need to do now is be happy with myself....still working on it

Over My Head

2009-05-02T16:45:00.001-07:00

I sware

2009-04-30T17:56:00.001-07:00

“By my mother's name, I will draw as you say 'draw' and sheathe as you say 'sheathe.' By my mother's name, I will come as you say 'come' and go as you say 'go.' ” by the light and my hope of salvation and rebirth...this I sware

say cheese

2009-04-26T18:39:00.001-07:00

2009-04-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

ok we sound really bad...like really bad...but it's the first time that I've sang in public...but I need to practise some more

Lost Without You - Delta Goodrem

2009-04-19T23:47:00.001-07:00

party time

2009-04-18T01:42:00.001-07:00

so we went clubbing again tonight...Livi came to visit us so we went out...it was fun...Livi and I started rock'n out towards the end, I normaly don't get out of myself much...but the music was good so I figured what the heck

memory lane

2009-04-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

so my bro and I were decorating out apartment today. we have our sis's coming over this weekend so it needed it to look good....well out walls were pretty bare so we decided to pull out the fam photo suitcase and have a look to see if there were any good family ones we could put up, also weir planning on making a entire wall in memory of our bro Matt, well as u can see...things got srazy....a quick lil scan turned into a indepth blast from the past, nate even went and pulled out his own photos and started going threw them..it was a fun,scary time...oh..don't worry mom all ur pix are fine weir gonna copy them first

Poison

2009-04-13T22:04:00.001-07:00

if u give u will receive

2009-04-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

when I left Germany I had forgotten my mp3. at first I was bummed about it cuz it had been a gift...but then I was thinking about it and figured that one of my friends there would probably like to have it, and I could always get a new one a lot easier then she could. so I wrote her and told her that she could have it and only a few hr's later my bro came home and told me I could have his ipod shuffle, cuz he got a new one...it was cool, cuz it only made me feel better about giving away my mp3

my room

2009-04-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

here's some pix and a vid of my room

He's Alive by Dolly Parton

2009-04-11T10:23:00.001-07:00

Happy Easter

2009-04-11T02:37:00.001-07:00

2009-04-10T16:39:00.000-07:00

I promised Chris I'd put this up...if u ever see it that is chris

just some pix

2009-04-09T23:55:00.000-07:00

2009-04-09T12:59:00.000-07:00

so I've been back in Houston for 2 daz now..at my sisters place. the flight back wasn't that bad...a bit miserable but there wasn't anything anyone could have don't about it..so ya.
so fare I've been super bored, my sisters work and so I stay home, but since they just moved to this place they don't have internet yet and I didn't have much to do. I never thought it was possable for me to say this but I'm sick of movies and music...I lost count of how many movies I've seen these 2 daz, and listened to almost every cd they have that I know..I can't complane to much though, this is like my time of "peace" before the storm, my challange starts next week, well actually it starts tonight, my bro is gonna get me tonight and I'm gonna be going to San Antonio and stay with him, the challange is I have 3 months to get set up enough to be able to be on my own, why? cuz in 3 months he has leave from anywhere between 3 and 6 months..meaning I'll be on my own...so I need to find a job, a good one at that, make friends, and be comfertable enough to hold out for that long on my own...not totaly the easist thing for me to do but then not like the end of the world eather, Nates being a huge help and several of his friends have already offered to help me out. thats not to say I don't need prayer..I do..please really pray for me... a yr is a long time and I haven't even been out a week yet, I alreadt miss a ton of ppl already and this aren't gonna get any easier I'm sure. I have things I need to learn, habits I need to break so this is gonna be one rough ride and I can use all the help I can get...

nothing is certain. Only the Lord

2009-04-01T13:30:00.000-07:00

things twist and turn, plans go wrong and things don't seem right, I'm so glad the lord never changes...
things have taken a bit of a turn for me, for the worse I guess u can say, I'm going back to the states...gonna be living with my bro, having to go to school and get a job and all that...
I found it's true that u can try to run from our sins but eventually they'll catch up and find us again...well mine have found me and now I have to pay the price, hence me having to go back to the state for a time. please pray for me, this is something new for me and I'm honestly a bit nervous, I'm sure the Lord has things to teach me or this wouldn't have happened.

break my fall

2009-03-22T10:49:00.001-07:00

here and gone

2009-03-21T20:51:00.000-07:00

Man, has it really almost been 3 months since I fist got here? time really go's fast when ur haveing fun...sadly all good things seam to have to come to a end..dispite my mom's efforts I haven't been able to get my Maltese passport so I have to leave Germany, which I really don't want to do I really like it here...so I might go to Turkey for a while till I can get my paperwork taken care of, or, I'll find some way to get a visa or go to a country here thats not a part of the EU. eather way I'm pritty sure that when I do get things worked out I'm gonna come back here, it's like my home now..I love it here, the ppl are awesome and everything else it super cool

choices

2009-03-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

choices, choices, choices....man...I have 3 weeks to figure out what on earth I'm going to do. my paper work wont come for about 3 months, so I can't get my Maltese passport for a while but in 3 weeks I have to be outta Germany or get a visa or something.
right now my options are either go to Turkey with my parents or go back to the states and have to start from scratch to raise the money to come back or to go wherever from there.
the pros' and cons'...
Going with my parents..

.Pros'.1. I can stay in Europe and as soon as I get my Maltese passport come back to Germany.2. I can maybe still go to Malta in the summer with my bro.3. I wont be to far from here so I can maybe see Grace again before she moves.
.Cons.1. this will be the second time that I left home and had to go back with my parents, at least I lasted a month longer then last time.2. no offense to my parents but we get along with them so much better when I'm not with them.

Going back to the states with Nate.

Pros'. I can learn what it's like to have to "stand on my own 2 feet"...is that really a pro?
.Cons. 1. I'd have to leave the family.2. I'd have to get a job.3.Nate would want me to go to school.3. I'd go insane of being alone in a house..u know the feeling? I've grown up around so many ppl, then to just be in a lil apartment with one bro...it's a huge change. 4. the thing I fear the most, I'd get stuck..start to like the life out there and end up staying.

now if I was one of those ppl that went about life by wich opption had more cons then pro's I probably wouldn't go back to the states...I guess I'll have to pray about what to do and what doors open up. keep me in your prayers y'all

my new hair

2009-03-14T11:41:00.000-07:00

I cut my hair today for the first time in 4 yr's...I just needed a change, and it looks pretty good...

oh wow

2009-03-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

I forgot to post this before, but a few weeks ago. for the first time in about 2 yr's I took off the necklace that Elena gave me...nothing big I know, but still..

LLLLLEEEETTTTSSSS BOOOOGGGYY!!

2009-03-13T06:31:00.001-07:00

2009-03-13T03:56:00.000-07:00

I know this is like something that you normally do at Thanks Giving or on someone's birthday but I guess here's no exact time to say your thankful for something.
I'm just really thankful that no matter what we "younger ones in our family" do, no matter how deep in shit we are, Nate is always there to help in every way he can...and it's really cool to know that no matter whats going on, I can talk to Nate and he'll do what he can to help..within reason.
so thanks Nate, even though u already know ur a "saint" ....u probably wont read this but maybe one of the other family members will pass it on

the old daz

2009-03-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

tomorrow morning is "heavy trash" day, so of course I was out side bringing things to the front and cleaning out the garage and all that. well we happen to be looking through a box full of video's and I picked one up and it was "I can read" anyone in my fam thats older then me will know what I'm talking about. I didn't watch it or anything but I suddenly remembered some of the songs from that video and memories of Greece and stuff..it was pretty cool

pierceing

2009-03-06T01:54:00.000-08:00

ok,I act like a "pussy" here but for those of you have have done this u know it hurts like hell. thanks for doing it for me Julz

2009-03-05T09:03:00.000-08:00

I miss you buddy

Mike

2009-03-05T00:09:00.000-08:00

today is my bor, mikes b-day...man he's old..21...oh well..have a good one

Angel Of Mine

2009-03-02T10:12:00.001-08:00

I love you Julie!!

I'm a mop

2009-03-02T10:04:00.000-08:00

yesterday I took my braids out, and as most anyone knows when u do ur hair is all frizzy...
well I took them out while I was out so when I got home one of the girls, Sonja, ask if I'd pose as a mop for a pix..and I did... she was really happy that someone finally fulfilled her cartoon fantasy...even though I don't really look like a mop

Nightwish - 7 Days To The Wolves

2009-03-02T09:59:00.001-08:00

this is "my song"

things

2009-03-02T09:31:00.000-08:00

here's some random pix from this weekend..we had a lil party, the theme was drug,sex,rock..I didn't have any rock clothes so I went with drugs...as did almost everyone else...and ya, the chick in green in Cheryl, if u see this mike so there I have a pic with her and u don't, the other one is Lylee...like I finally met her for real...so cool

Mr. Brightside

2009-02-28T07:19:00.001-08:00

good times

2009-02-25T08:07:00.000-08:00

happenings

2009-02-23T10:56:00.000-08:00

I got my hair braided, Mishi was so sweet and did it for me..she said I have fun hair to practice on..so sweet

which one?

2009-02-13T09:48:00.000-08:00

which do u think is better? former singer of Nightwish
Tarja Turunen

or the singer now
Anette Olzon

I think Nightwish is awesome, it's one of my fav bands but I really thing Tarja Turunen was really good..oh well all is not lost, her knew album is awesome too..My Winters Heart

how things change

2009-02-13T01:40:00.000-08:00

from this

to this

from actor to "rapper/pop artist"
famous to laughed at ....how things change

12/2/09

2009-02-12T10:08:00.000-08:00

I didn't finish the body cuz I'm not that good of a artist...if I can even call myself that..anyhow...what u think..my next project is gonna be to try and to draw the god Atlas..we'll see if I do it, if u see it on here

on another note...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY

11/2/09

2009-02-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

Symbolic? maybe...there are times I have feel as if there was a iron hand squeezing my heart

10/2/09

2009-02-10T11:34:00.000-08:00

I stared drawing/copying again..don't know why..just felt inspired I guess..here's some of the stuff I did today

this was originally drawn by Aimee and I copied it to my book..it doesn't look that good..I made one boob bigger then the other but oh well.

this pic was taken when I when to Seattle last yr

here it is black and white and color..I kinda changed some things around since I suck at drawing

I was bummed

I've been asked why I chose this to draw, I just saw it when I was online and thought I'd try to pull it off..this is the first hand I have drawn that looks like a hand...and believe it or not the ash tray was the hardest thing to do.

kinda clashes with the one above but everyone should know smoking is bad for u... :P

Breathe No More

2009-02-09T15:51:00.001-08:00

2009-02-09T15:08:00.000-08:00

here's some pix my bro sent me of us right before I left...I look like the only responsible one huh.....WRONG-O!!

look about

2009-02-09T13:55:00.001-08:00

the other day when I went out I took my cam and took a few pix of around were I live...not much but it something

2009-02-07T04:48:00.001-08:00

ok so I know I haven't posted in like a week or so...not sure how many ppl read this so I guess it doesn't totaly matter, well it's not that I haven't had something to talk about but they're nothing anyone would care if they missed out on, for example..lastnight I had some African food for the first time..I thought the stuff was awesome but who else will right?..so ya..I'm still alive and haveing a pritty good time...I'll post if something "big" does happen though, no worries..k...peace out

We're Men in Tights

2009-01-31T14:12:00.001-08:00

I love this movie..it really take real men to ware tights..

WHO ME??

2009-01-27T23:50:00.001-08:00

a very interesting advertisement

chris's farwell

2009-01-24T02:41:00.001-08:00

this was a going away/birthday party for Chris...just because he's leaving here he gets all the attention.....no fare
oh and the white pieces of paper are a game we were playing..

this was a going away/birthday party for Chris

about time

2009-01-23T15:31:00.001-08:00

so I went to a circus today with Chris,Justis, and Grace and we finally took pix together..I've been here two weeks and now we take some couple pix.. the circus was really fun, saw a ton of animals, some that I've never seen live before, and some of the chicks were cute too

and this was later that evening

I cut my hair

2009-01-23T15:15:00.000-08:00

well what I said wouldn't happen, happened....I cut my hair..I was gonna buzz it all off and start all over but Grace and some of the other girls said no, so just trimmed it a little..I think it's worse but it's something new

this is before it was cut:

the way I am

2009-01-21T01:18:00.000-08:00

this carttoon speaks load...I mean that lil yellow guy is so like me, the blue one can be Grace...see likes to look at me like that....

Blink 182-I miss you

2009-01-15T06:23:00.001-08:00

it might seem weird that I'm posting this for my bro's b'day but as far as I remember Matt loved Blink 182...if I'm wrong, livi correct me

Happy Birthday Matt

2009-01-15T05:48:00.000-08:00

to the coolest guy and best brother I know. Happy Birthday Matt, miss u man

Happy Birthday Grace

2009-01-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

ok I'm a few hr's late...maybe more..but I was...detained, I guess u can say. anyway I happy birthday Grace. here's some pix of her and her bro on their birthday

radom pix for now

2009-01-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

Gace...and her dad looking at a camera

at the air port before I left

lets have a beach party..in London

2009-01-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

well I wasn't in London long enough to have a beach party...I was there like 3...maybe 4 hours..but ya..it was cool and freaky..I had to take shuttle from the plane to the air port and it was scary , for a few sec's when they drove on the left hand side of the road..but it was cool none the less...the view from the plane was awesome..couldn't see much going to London cuz it was dark..but I could see a bit when we were flying in clouds...ya and I didn't sleep cuz of the turbulence..made me sick so ya I just watched movies all night long :D...
anyhow...Germany is awesome..picture perfect if u ask me...there's still snow here so I love it..ya it's cold but nothing I can't handle...so don't worry mom..

Andrea Bocelli - Time to say goodbye

2009-01-06T19:18:00.001-08:00

I'm leaving in 2 daz so this is kinda like my farewell to all my friends in the States..I might come back might not..so I guess I'll keep in touch with most of u as much as possible

New Yr's eve

2009-01-04T18:44:00.000-08:00

well, it's not much but thats how it went..we didn't do much ..we went to the Ticher's house for a day, thus the pix, these were taken around 12:30 pm..we went to bed around 7am but we didn't do much else...besides play Tecken fighter..I won mike in that...anyhow ya this is how it went for new yr's eve

Addicted

2008-12-31T22:05:00.001-08:00

happy new year

2008-12-31T21:50:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone...hope u had fun whoever went to parties....that cuz I wasn't able to....but ya thats ok...maybe not, being that I'm haveing it alone...wait I have a dog on my lap, I'm not alone...anyhow...bring on 2009

randomness

2008-12-29T14:20:00.001-08:00

I found these while snooping on charity's comp.. didn't even know these exsisted...it was when we went to this science museum....where I got a shark tooth, that Grace has now.

watching something...animal's ar beautiful ppl or something like that....looks like I'm really into it

Christmas

2008-12-25T19:35:00.000-08:00

here's some pic of out fam's Christmas get together.

present time

Kaden being a good grub, waiting for his

oh the joy, he's so cute

Mike and charity, mike and Livi

toughening Ethen up, kerri and charity

ME

me and Kaden

I love the face Kaden is making with Mike

me and kaden again..the dude is a pimp

Kaden

my sisters: Livi,kerri,charles,anjie

Happy Birthday Chris

2008-12-24T09:17:00.001-08:00

k this is the only pic I have of him but ya..Happy Birthday

Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer

2008-12-22T22:44:00.001-08:00

the perfect Christmas song

Jizz In My Pants

2008-12-21T20:55:00.001-08:00

This song is gonna be the new #1 party song..it's awsome

WHHAAAA

2008-12-17T14:09:00.000-08:00

So I'm trying to fix my blog up and make it look nice and whatever, so I changed the background...well I didn't know this till after I was done but I guess when u change the background it wipes all ur friends links away...so now I have only half of what I had cuz I don't remember everyone that was on here...so don't get mad it wasn't my fault...if u were on here...not that many of u would know if u were or not but whatever, send me ur link and I'll put u on here

good stuff

2008-12-15T03:18:00.001-08:00

I was thinking about how many good bands there are that have a girl singer. here are a few of my fav's

Night wish

Fly Leaf

Withing temptation

And my total fav, Amy Lee, Evanescence

now I know that we shouldn't be listening the them, and I'm not promoting them, I'm just saying their good bands with girl singers...there are plenty bands with guy singer but I like these better

Brother from another mother

2008-12-15T00:33:00.001-08:00

Happy birthday Micah, I'm not gonna say much cuz u'll never read this..lol..but still...have a good one

Happy Birthday Mushi

2008-12-13T22:32:00.000-08:00

I love her tons, she's a great friend and more, miss u girl

Mush

Daughter of the sun.
Sister of the moon.

So sweet and kind,
But still so cruel.

Skin as bright as light,
Clothes as dark as night.

Lips or strawberry cream,
That make me soul scream.

Oh what a sexy thing Mush can be,
To me.

Merry Christmas

2008-12-12T20:38:00.001-08:00

yay

2008-12-10T21:52:00.000-08:00

believe it or not it snowed in Houston it was a lot of fun...sure it didn't last long and it melted once it hit the ground, but there was enough to make a snow ball or 2...ya..fun fun

brothers will be brothers

2008-12-07T19:05:00.000-08:00

the other night we went out for dinner and sometime, I think before we left, my bro's and I got these taken of us...thats Mike and Kevin

I've never been drunk before but they said I won for lookin like it here

weir dorks...but it was fun

I am a rebel,yes I am

2008-12-07T19:04:00.001-08:00

I figured I'd put something in between all these pix

Food and Family

2008-12-03T16:41:00.000-08:00

So finally here is at rest of my Thanksgiving pix

the duck and the turkey...like duh

PEOPLE:

Kaden and Livi, Kerri

nate,me,charity,mike

Nate carved the duck and my dad carved the turkey

nate and me, Kev and Mike

mike, me....we do not look at all alike

the "Grub"

vain time..he got it from me :P

thanksgiving drama,

Thanksgiving football

2008-12-03T08:38:00.000-08:00

I finally got my hands on some of the pix of our Thanksgiving...this is what we did while the girls were cooking..thanks to Anjie, I got quite a few pix of myself :D

step one, two and three...and so on

playtime with the "grub"

when I was on Mike's team

Mike and Nates vicotry pose

when I got transferred to Nates team

I really don't remember what I was doing in the second pix.

I have to mention that even though Mike's team was in the lead when I changed sides, Nate and I won

Christian The Lion - Reunited - From

2008-12-01T11:03:00.001-08:00

I found this online and thought it was pritty cool.

stuff

2008-12-01T02:16:00.000-08:00

I found this pic and thought it was kinda funny..sadly it might be true though..acually I've seen enough to know it is true

splish splash

2008-11-29T22:41:00.001-08:00

coming soon

2008-11-28T08:55:00.000-08:00

we did take pix at thanksgiving but on my sis's cam..so when I can get my hands on them I'll put some up for u'all to see.

Holy....

2008-11-24T21:15:00.000-08:00

I just saw the biggest shooting star I have ever seen in my entire life, normal there really fast and small right this was was huge..and long...
I had time to see it from the corner of my eye, look at it and watch it "fall" and disappear..it was awesome..and yes I made a wish

Thanks giving

2008-11-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

with Thanks Giving only daz away I figured I post about it now being that the next few daz are going to be really hectic...cooking,cleaning, a bunch of ppl craming into a tiny house and all that...well being that I don't cook all I have to do is cut the cranberry sauce, so I can't complian much...anyhow hope u all have a very fatening Thanks Giving, with all those lovely turkey's and stuffing and all that, as for me and some in my fam...we will eat duck...
PS.I'll call those that matter.

I Miss You

2008-11-21T21:54:00.001-08:00

no emotion

2008-11-20T20:58:00.000-08:00

the one thing I don't like about writing/chatting is that u can't really express ur emotions or feeling...like when ur calm ur reader things ur mad, but when u are angry or want to express frustration u can't so they think everything is hunky dory when really u want to strangle them...Imean there is a ton of thing I wouldn't say to ppl face to face. that I can talk to them about chatting or by email
but when it comes to emotions...it just doesn't have what it takes

calming

2008-11-20T20:51:00.001-08:00

I don't know what it is about fires but I find them so calming, they suck any troubles out of me and take me away....I can breathe when I look into them, they help clear my mind of everything thats bothering me.....ahhhh

who's the best Bond?

2008-11-19T11:43:00.003-08:00

last night we went and saw the new 007, Quantum Of Solace, and personally I didn't like it..it's just not the same as the old James Bond movies...this one isn't as...slick.
personally I think Pierce Brosnan and Sean-Connery were the best but thats just what I think

Kaden and I

2008-11-13T13:32:00.000-08:00

lastnight we went out to have some ice cream with my 2 sisters ,Kerri and Livi, it was pritty fun and I got some egg nog so that was even better.
here is the only pic I got of me lastnight. with Kaden ,AKA, "The Grub"

the smile is totaly fake but oh well

pool

2008-11-13T13:15:00.000-08:00

the other night several of us went to a pool hall to gang out..this was my first time in one so I didn't know what to really expect..not that I had big expectations but ya...so we got there and since I was under 21 I got this "cool" X on my hand....oh well..didn't bother me any so ya.
Dan, Becky and I got one table and I first played against Becky...

ya I lost the first game..lol..

and also the 2'd one..but only because I hit the 8 ball in.

Infact I lost all 3 games I played but only one what I didn't loose cuz I hit the 8 ball in...
but I had fun so thats all that mattered...

Seven Wonders of the Ancient World: a Virtual Satellite Tour

2008-11-10T22:45:00.001-08:00

all the places I want to see before I die

ask and it will be given u

2008-11-05T22:32:00.000-08:00

Smoked a cigarette: almost but no

Crashed a friend’s car: not that I recall

Stolen a car: nahh

Been in love: sigh..yes

Been dumped: being she is who she is, I wont call it that

Shoplifted: ya

Been fired: No..if I could get fired from ballooning that'll be cool

Been in a fist fight: I didn't fight back so no

Snuck out of your parent’s house: yes, but I've never been caught

Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back: sadly

Been arrested: Nope

Gone on a blind date: ya..thank god she turned out hot

Lied to a friend: Yes..more then likely

Skipped school: Yep and I'm not ashamed of it

Seen someone die: No don't plan on it for a while

Had a crush on one of your internet friends: Yes I have..more then one infact

Been to Canada: Not yet...working on it though

Been to Mexico: used to live there

Been on a plane: a few months ago

Purposely set a part of yourself on fire: yes..I've tried a lot of morbid things

Eaten sushi: bring it on

Been jet-skiing: no.

Met someone in person from the internet: Yes...Kathy

Been moshing at a concert: yes

Taken pain killers: only if the pain is more then I can take

Loved and missed someone: it'll stay with me forever

Made a snow angel: probably

Had a tea party: hum. I hope not

Flown a kite: Yes.

Built a sand castle: yes

Gone puddle jumping: ever since I saw singing in the rain

Played dress up: yes..

Jumped in a pile of leave?: ya

Gone sledding: I have

Cheated while playing a game: who doesn't

Been lonely: OH, u mean other then right now?....yes

Fallen asleep at work or school: Yeah

Used a fake ID: No

Watched a sun set: makes me miserable

Felt an earthquake: I think thats what it was

Slept beneath the stars: yes...I liked it better with Elena then I did by myself though

Been misunderstood: countless times

Petted a reindeer/goat: a goat yes

Run a red light/stop sign: most likely I was in a car that did

Been suspended from school: I wish

Been in a car accident: fender bender

Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night: ya, star bucks coffee ice cream

Had deja vu: to many times

Danced in the moonlight:it's probably something I'd want to forget or have since I don't remember

Liked the way you looked at least at one point in time: ya when I was with Elena

Witnessed a crime: no

Been obsessed with post-it notes: no

Been lost: I'm used to it now...

Been on the opposite side of the country: yes

Cried yourself to sleep: yes

Recently colored with crayons: not rencently, yes

Sung karaoke: no

Paid for a meal with only coins:nope

Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t: yes.

Made prank phone calls: yes

Been kissed under the mistletoe by your boy/girlfriend: no

Watched the sun rise with someone you care about: yes....Elena

Blown bubbles: yes.

Made a bonfire on the beach: I've made bonfires but not on the beach

Laughed so hard you peed your pants: never

Cheated on a test: more then once

Been kissed by someone you didn’t like: no

Gone skinny dipping in a pool: yes

the 5th of November

2008-11-04T17:45:00.001-08:00

oh and happy birthday, Amy

info

2008-11-03T20:03:00.000-08:00

well as most everyone knows I'm going to Germany, hopefully in the first week of January..
the thing is I still have about $2,000 to raise and the days aren't taking a break for me to catch up..lol...so if u'all could pray for me that I get the money I need...and more wont hurt...that'll be awesome.

Health News; for the heart and body

2008-11-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

I heard this on the radio the other night and thought it was pretty cool so I figured I'd pass it on. I don't remember it word for word so I'll say it the way I remember.

it said something like if ur someone who has heart problems, don't remember what kind...I think irregular beating or something like that, a good thing to do is to listen to trance or techno or music like that. the beat of that kind of music it made to go along with the beating of ur heart so if ur having heart trouble and u listen to it that kind of music it's supposed to help ur heart beat proper again. So lets trance and stay healthy

Die,John,die

2008-10-30T21:58:00.000-07:00

is there a way to express great amounts of pain,sorrow, anger, jealousy, love, hate, joy, and the feeling of utter loneliness and failure all the the same time in words or music? if there is please enlighten me...I hate this feeling but all I want to do when I get it is blow the blood hell outta something...Elena knows a lil of what I mean, only cause she saw me like this....I want to express myself but I can't..there's no way to write it for the reader to catch all that I'm going through and no song that says all the right words....uhhhhh....this is wrong but sometimes I want to die with frustration