Wednesday, September 26, 2007
huge water balloon
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Nothin
well that's basically whats been happening with me...nothing new..or at least not important enough to really write about..ok..let me thing there might be one or two things...oh right, last Saturday I went to do my GED work right, and I got the test results for a test I had taken the week before, I thought I did really bad cuz I had to guess some of the answered when I was doing the test, I hate having to work and be timed....but when I got the paper I found that I had all A's, in Math, Language and reading..so I was really happy about that...but what made the day better was then my teacher said that since I scored A on all of them I was eligible to take the finally test, instead of having to wait till mid November to do it...which is so freak in cool cause that means I can leave home earlier it I can..and I pass that is.
OK then lets see, on "free day" I went with my lil sis and bro to a friends house and I was dropped off at the mall for a lil were I did some "shopping" I just bout some earrings and made a list of things I wanted to save up for...nothing to fun....I did get a lot of reading done so that's was cool....
then oh yes..today we got a bunch of clothes and I got some really cool shirts and a pants or two..man I needed some new stuff ..I got this one really cool pare of pj's but my mom doesn't want me to ware them...just cause they have flowers on them...but of course I'm still gonna, just take them off before I get up...
well that pretty much it...like I said...nothin really new to talk about
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Friday, September 21, 2007
Evanescence - Anywhere (With Lyrics)
I don't think I need to say who this is for....but I love her
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
jump sheep
we should all look at things like this Jackalope
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Remembering the Alamo
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A place to hide
The "Jack" inside has run to hide
and my serious side returns to play
the side that cries 'I don't care if I live or die
cause I'm already dead inside anyway.'
with nowhere to hide and this pain inside
I go with the flow as we walk on our way
my foolish side was here for a time
but seriousness was here to stay.
We have nowhere to hide
but we don't care if we live or if we die
weir already dead inside anyway.
You were always worried something was wrong
when my serious side came my way
and you were right all along
but your love was to strong, and kept it at bay.
But now your gone
so it cooly comes along to say
'I knew you were wrong
thow u dinied it all along
but I knew you'd see the error of your ways
so come along, take my hand, and let us go and play.'
But I want to be free
from this pain inside me
I need a place to hide
where seriousness seldoms finds
and there I want to stay.
Give me your love, the touch from above
to keep it again at bay
your love is the thing
that can heal all my stings
and there I long to say
so,please,give you love my way....again.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
picked away
people ask me how I feel
and I smile and tell them I'm fine
and they believe me and think I'm for real
but how can I expres how I feel inside
when I feel like a stone ageanst the ocean's tide
my mind crumbles and falls
just like my world around me
there's nothing left inside
but the pain and sorrow that surounds me.
piece by piece I'm being picked away
like chickens not knowing there's a fox in their cage.
as the night, slowly scraps away the sun
so does pain scrap away the man I was to become.
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Death
What a beauty what a blessing
the passing of ones soul
to a differen't world.
the glory without pain will come
as the dawn brings up the sun.
the light at the end will soon be brighter
and the feeling in my soul be lighter.
welcome life, welcome death
welcome the life after death.
but for now I'll welcome death,
for my life is but a mess.
pain and sorrow will soon pass away
when death comes to take me away.
oh how long do I have to wait,
for my friend,death, to pass my way?
Posted by Maltese King at 9:04 PM 0 comments
Nightmare
Lastnight I did something I haven't in a long, long time and I hope I don't do it again for a very very long time to come...I cried myself to sleep....
the last time I remember doing that was when I was 10, when my bro died, thats the last time I remember doing that.
I never liked crying, in public or in private, but I guess sometimes I can't hold a serious face anymore. when I feel that all I had has slipped away and the line to the boat it cut and I'm floating away with no hope or being found.
I guess there are times when the flood-gates have to be opened or be destroyed along with everything else.
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