I cooked

Livi was making this special dinner for everyone tonight and I helped make it...I don't know what they were called...looked like meat poopies to me...she had to tell me how to make then but once I got the hang of it I was on a roll...personally I think they looked better raw but I guess u can't eat meat like that so I had to cook them...



oh...and this was my bro's design

DAY 4 & 5

well...today sucked for me...it turned out that not only did I have a headache but had also gotten heat stroke ...so basically I was in bed all day today, with my head and eyes threatening to burst into flames....I seriously couldn't open more then one eye at a time ....
and besides all that..today was the day we were going to go shopping, but I could go....
then in the evening everyone got a cake and they were gonna watch a movie but I couldn't make it down stairs ether...oh and did I mention my throat is killing me too?....

Day 5
I feel slightly better but not good enough to talk around, my dad said I look like the walkin dead and more then likely I do...I know my hair was scary this morning, but there was no way I was wetting it, it was so cold this morning that I could see my breath, while I was under my blanket....
anyhow...I eventually had to get up cuz we were gonna go home today...so I did but it was straight from the bed to the car...where I slept for as much of the time as I could....it's not sunny, thank god, or my head would be killin me even more....
Kev says he's starting to get a headache....my mom thinks maybe he's getting what I have but I've never heard or headaches spreading.

DAY 2

Day 2
8:30. Woke up....I accually got my lazy butt outta bed...makeing progress anyhow (makes loading gun sound) let the day begin.

9:00. I took a shower, God knows my hair needed it, it looked like I just walked out of a sandstorm .

9:30. haven't done anything since the shower, Andrew is makin bfast, and ya...I'm waiting on that.....man when ur in Mex u know it...the smell is the first thing to hit u...smells like sewer right now...

11:00.weir getting ready to go now, to Mesquital, it's a island....it'll be fun...well last time it was. the evens of the past hour I can't write about here....lets just say they were...tense,,,,I ended up not eating in the end.

11:15. I stepped in dog poop...just my luck..

11:30. morning snack, doughnuts, yummy....haven't had one of those in ages, anyhow, we carry on.

12:00 here's some new thingsto add to the list of sights...horses and cactus's...otherwise, still cows, fields/plains, and tree's...more like shrubs ....all of wich look dead...the road is ok for now, but it'll be a killer soon...oh and it looks like it's gonna rain too...oh joy.
I hope to find a dead cow, or something dead, that I could take a skull from, preferably with horns though.

12:20. we got stopped at a army checkpoint, charity is all like "this is the closest I've been to a machine gun!" ...Amor is witnessing the the guys now..so I don't know how long we'll be here.

1:00. oh look, sand, sand, more sand, oh and dried up rivers, cardboard shack , ....and sand...no skulls though, there's plenty of dead things...just not cows.

1:10 we stopped to pick up someone who lived on the island and who was gonna help us, but she couldn't come...she had broblems at work that had to be seen to....weir still going to Mesquetal, but not with her to help us...we'll manage.

1:15. weir at the docks now, gonna take a boat to the island now...here's is where I cut for a while.

4:40 ok, weir off the island now, I am so tired..I was on keeping the kids entertained , and man, they were terror's...we played soccer and catch and they wiped me out...me and Andrew...we were chasing this one kid for ages, both of us..but he was so fast...and he was running fare foot....and when we did catch him he was a squirmer..., and they were strong lil buggers....all in all in was a good trip...it didn't rain in the end..infact it was quite hot..I got sunburned....weir on our way back now.

5:10. just driving, I would try to sleep if the road wasn't so bumpy.

5:30. we past the army checkpoint again, so now we should be back in town soon...I'm gonna try and take a nap now though.

6:00 weir backat the house...I'm still tired, the nap didn't work...the road was to bumpy.

7:00 weir just laying around, everyone is wiped out ...don't think we'll do anything tonight...it sucks, I have a headache, 3 stiles..one on my right eye and 2 on my left...and I have sunburn....whyyy

END OF DAY 2

Mex trip

this week my fam and I too0k a trip to Mexico...there's how the first day went

Day 1

We left home at 11:25, went and got gass then had to come back cuz my dad was waring the wrong shoes…we left again at 11:50.

We stopped at Wal-mart around 1, to get some snacks, I was gonna by “The Italian Job” bt this place was so small I wouldn’t have baan able to get around my dad, so I didn’t.

3:00. we stop for lunch, I wanted to eat @ subway and since there was one like 2 blocks way from the HEB that my parents were shopping at, my mom said I could go to it…..it turned out to be a bath….not sooner had I started then it started raining..and only got worse as I went…by time I came back I was socked…still am…

Weir back on the road now, 3:15, my mom is makin sandwiches for everyone, besides me that is, it’s funny everyone got something to drink, right, at Heb…and without trying to, I got the healthiest one..and that’s not normaly like me….so I thought it was funny…I just like Dole juice…

I’m bored, we still have 3 hours to go and I finally finished the book I was reading but I don’t have part 7…so I have to read one of my older ones “Gates of Fire” it’s pretty good…what am I saying…it’s about Sparta…it’s awesome…but I still with I had book 7 of the wheel of time…sign…oh well ptl…

5:00. charity is all bummed , we just heard that Heath Leger died somehow today, and she’s all sad about it….well he was a good actor..so I guess she has a reason to be…the world is running out of good actors…all the new ones suck…he was 28.

5:30. fields, cows, tree’s and farms…that’s about all there is out here…I’m listening to music and reading, sometimes both, but mostly listening to music…it’s pretty cloudy so I can’t really see good, so I don’t read much.

6:00. still driving…weir almost at the border though.

6:30. in Brownsville, weir looking for Amor, then weir gonna cross the border, right now though weir havin a hard time finding the meating spot, we’ll find it though.

7:00. we met up with Amor and now we have another prob…we have to much stuff, if we get stopped at the border we coud get out an taken away. So weir gonna go to another home here and drop some of the stuff off there, then weir gonna cross.

8:00 we dropped off the clothes and r now heading to the border, it’s pitch black, I can’t see where I’m writing, I’ll explain more when we get to the border.

9:25. still in the states, the kids were hungry so we stopped to eat….so weir still on this side, we should be going now though.

9:35 at the border (cross fingers)……and we got a green light for our van, yay, …..but Amor and her car got a red though….we’ll see how that go’s.

9:45. we left the border cause there was nothing we could have done there and got to her home, she arrive right after us….so weir here.....oh guess what, I just found out that Gabe, the dude that was in my cabin at the FDTP lives in this home now too…
END OF DAY 1...to be continued

Thank You For Loving Me

well this was the reason I asked for those 3 words when I wrote "What I want for my birthday gift"..but since I got something close enough I'll put it up anyhow...love u hun.

it came, happened, and went....life go's ok

well it came...around 1 am Sunday morning January 13th..I turned 18....how did it go?..like any normal sunday would..got up and went ballooning all day, I don't thing to many ppl remembered..I mean I had to remind a few ppl and no one called me..I had to call them....even my parents didn't say happy birthday till the evening....maybe cuz I was out all day ....but yeah my dad had to go out to get the cake and ice cream after I got home....they sang for me and ya..we watched a movie..not the best acting but the chick was hot so it was ok....I didn't get to hear the words I wanted to...at least not from the right person, but I got something close anought the next night.....as far as gifts go...beside the one I got myslef....nothin...well someone might be sending me something but not sure yet..and my sis said she might take me out somewhere...so that'll be cool to...
ok so..the things I'm most thankful for this past yr...well thats easy...the first and foremost thing is I'm thankful I was with Elena for a month, best month of my life mind you, and I'm thankful I was able to go to the FDPT, that was awesome..and I guess Ws too...and lets see.....ya I'm thankful for all my friends...old and new...and everyone thats had to put up with me...I know that can be tough at times......
ok now the goals....
I want get my GED, go to Joplin, learn to play the violin and guitar...learn to cook and to speak Spanish better...oh ya and get my drivers licenses....and ya....thats about it I think....for now..I'll probably think of others later...

You

u don't have to know me to know who this is for.....MWAH

what I want for my birthday

being that the...day..is only 6 daz away I figured I'd post about what I would like...it's quite sinple really..if the right person reads this..all I want for my birthday is to be told "I love you" and not just by anymore..course I wouldn't mind with ppl do tell me that...but I want it from one person....THE one person, thats what I would like the most....other things are welcome but those 3 words from the right chick....that would make my year.

boo

I don't know if I should say it's cool, stupid, scary, ugly of what...to me it looks like a ball of drie hay..or tumble weed...one good thing about it is that it's like a god given pare of sunglasses..it works great, I can see out but the sun or anyone else can't get it...

set back

agghh..this is so annoying...lastnight Silas and I were tuning my violin, since I didn't go to any parties, and everything was going fairly well....when a small piece broke...it wasn't a huge piece and we were able to find it and put it back together...but it was one of those cases that when it broke once it breaks again....not that it did again...we heard this noise and looked and saw that it was coming undone again...so now I have to return it and either get a new one or try to get this one fixed...I don't want to have to send it back but there might not be another choice...maybe I'll get a better one...
it's so unfair, Jade got his violin on ebay and it worked fine with not problems, Stephy also got her's from ebay and it worked too, but when I get one it breaks...just my luck